I’m lost of words, I’m tired of writing something which I will never get across you. Do you remember what we once promised each other- to never contact each other again, to treat each other like complete stranger after we split? I’m sorry but I can never treat you as a stranger because you will and can never be a stranger to me… To me, you are completely dead. So every single day I’m asking myself again and again what’s the point of remembering someone that’s dead?
H2ht with the girls last night and randomly they brought up the topic regarding you and me. They know all these affected me a lot but they are the ones that got more agitated than me for the way you treated me. I’m so lost of words when I think back of whatever that happened between us and I’m amazed with the kind of life I lived for 10 months.
Though some day I miss you and some day I still wish you were in my life but I never hope we will get back together. I don’t want to lose my pride, my ego and dignity all over again to you. If you ever miss me, don’t you ever dare to forget your feelings faded on me.